Well its the new year and its not going well so far. The past is coming back to haunt me and forcing me to face my mistakes. The IRS has frozen my bank account and I’m assuming they plan to garnish my wages. I owe them money for taking loans out of my retirement to survive while I wasn’t working due to my mental illness. I know I should have tried to take care of it but I was too drugged up and doing shock treatments. I was just trying to survive each day.
I now have to go into work tomorrow and let my boss know, if he doesn’t know already. It’s going to be so embarrassing. I also still need to call the IRS to see if they will just take part of my pay checks instead of everything till the debt is paid. It’s just hard to call because the wait time is 45 min to hour to talk to someone and they are only open during the times I work.
I just hope I can work this out some how to where I at least get enough money each month for food. I also don’t want to explain to them that the reason I haven’t taken care of this is because I was in and out a mental hospital for almost a year getting shock treatments.
I just want to scream. When will I get a break from fucking up my life? I’m trying so hard to get my life back together.