To my beloved son,
I know there are no words I can say that will change all I have done. I just want to say how sorry I am that I wasn’t there for you when I should have been. I let my pain and illness take over me to a point that I couldn’t be a mother to you. I regret having to move far away to try and get better. I hope one day that you can forgive me. Just know that I never stopped loving you. Now that I am recovering I am going to do everything in my power to be a good Mother to you. I hope you and your Father move up here soon so we can be together once again, as it should be.