It’s interesting how life can suddenly change. I think about the past and all that could have been. I’m scared what my future might hold. I have had so many struggles in my life so far, I don’t know if I can bare anymore pain. I find myself wondering if it all was meant to happen this way. I wonder if everything had a purpose to mold me some how to become a stronger person. I keep hoping for some kind of revelation to the purpose of my misfortune.