Well I went to my ECT appointment today at the hospital and it went very well. I had no side effects and I feel great. I almost feel odd because I don’t feel so depressed. I’m looking forward to tomorrow. I get to see a friend I haven’t seen in almost 3 years. We kind of lost contact with each other after the divorce. Mainly because I pushed everyone away. I was also butt hurt because she is the one who served me divorce papers. She also told my husband at the time that I was in love with someone else. I don’t blame her for any of the things she did. She thought she was doing the right thing. I should have told my husband the truth, I just didn’t want to hurt him but I guess there was no avoiding that.
I just realized something today. I really hope my ex husband doesn’t know about my blog. I don’t post it on any social media sites anymore but I used to. I don’t think he would care enough to read my blog though so I don’t think I have anything to worry about.